Not feeling attractive at all

fuck this shit why can't he just want to have sex?

Thanksgiving Day

So I slept through Thanksgiving dinner cause I had to work tonight! Damn that sucks couldn't even talk to the boys. Anyways worked from 7:30 pm - 12:30 am and then I have to go back to work at 11:15 am in the morning. Work was O.K. but hopefully tomorrow is a little busier. I like it when it's busy cause the day goes by faster. I hate just feeling like I'm standing around doing nothing all day.

It also sucked cause Joe slept ALL day! Nothing unusual. No time for me! I don't know sometimes. :(

November 19, 2012 ~ DAY OFF

Well today is my day off so I think I'm just gonna sit and blog all day.
I'll be editing and updating all day. So stay tuned!

Don't know if I want to blog today cause I want to write about something I don't think that I should. That is going on in my relationship. I'm scared that this thing might be the end of us! Damn life just likes to throw curve balls at you and it really sucks ass. 

I guess this is just part of life. I just don't feel like dealing with it. This is the point in time where I just want to crawl under a rock and just let the issue pass but by me not dealing with it I get to anxious real fast.


JUST DEAL CASSANDRA!

:/

Not feeling good right now and not talking about physically. Can't say what's going on cause I can't blast someone else's business on here but I'm upset and worried. Things could really go bad if I don't except someone else's decision. But I think I have to protect myself and my sobriety. Don't think that this is a good stepping stone in my relationship. 

Made freaking awesome hamburger last night...

enough
Hamburger
to make one hamburger. 
Seasoned and hand mixed in:
Celery Salt
Lemon Pepper
Fresh Chopped Garlic
Fresh Chopped Onions
&
Shredded Colby Jack
Then made the patty
put another layer of Cheese on top

Made a shredded Salad to put on top:
Shredded Green Salad
Horseradish Sauce
Ketchup

Then on the bun!

So an update on work

So this is what happened...

I looked at a print out of my schedule and CURRENT WEEK was in bold, right? LOOK!:

but it was the wrong DATES. It was last weeks schedule...LOL... really not funny cause  now I'm getting written up! I'm one of the top 5 cashiers and this is not good cause I'm trying to get promoted! Damn it I got to really pay attention before I loose my JOB. I love my job but this anxiety is really messing with my brain function. I guess I just live learn and make sure that I don't do that again! I had just got sent home early the day before for dropping a 15 lb. frozen turkey on my left middle finger. Stupid that I got sent home and had to fill out an accident report. Oh well I'm just going to work harder at being more responsible and careful at work. Lesson learned.

Cassandra's Best Dip Ever

Cassandra's Best Dip Ever

I used:
French Onion Dip
mixed with:
Chunky Salsa
&
Chopped Pickled Jalepanos